don't know how to forget

To forget somebody isn't possible. deep inside, you remember everything. you may not think of them for years, but you don't know how to forget. you can recall the way they smiled when they were happy, the sound of their voice, their laugh, their smell and the feel of their skin...

but no matter what you do, you will never  forget those moments, for they are forever imprinted on your heart.

obstacles

life is going to throw you so many obstacles to overcome. some are going to be easier than others, some will leave you happy and some will fucking kill you deep inside. but no matter what happens in the end, there will always be more obstacles to face.

You just have to stand tall, hold your head high and just take whatever life brings to you.

The main thing I've learned? if you aren’t willing to put up with a little pain, you won’t go far. With every journey you’ll get scratches and bruises, but if you really love it, those scratches will be worth it and you won't really notice them because you take the pain with the joy.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life’s disappointments.

Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won’t be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it’s only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

Dear whoever,

Dear whoever is reading this,

maybe you're going through some things in your life that might be a little rough right now, or maybe things just aren't going the way you've planned them. I want to let you know that things will get better, I promise.

This day too, shall pass

Keep holding on just a little bit longer. If you feel like nobody really cares, you’re wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this. You’re not alone. Yeah, maybe we are miles away, but we’ve all, are going through, or at some point in time, have gone through the same things.

Please keep holding on. whoever you are,  I love you. :)

Peace and Love.

There is an innocence...

There is an innocence within me that already knows how to trust my higher power, to cherish life while holding it lightly …

Love. It's unique.

Each relationship between two people is absolutely unique.

That is why you cannot love two people the same.
It simply is not possible.
You love each person differently
because of who they are
and the uniqueness that they draw out of you.

The one you hate.

i am the cold around you and the fire in your eyes.

i am the rage that surrounds you and my tears are filled with lies.

i am the hurt inside you and the laugh behind your back.

i am the joy to tease you and i am the heart attack.

i am the last kiss ever and i never say i'm wrong.

i am the one you hate but you are the one who's strong. 

I am love

closing down-fuck no
lefty loosey- fuck yes
I can't turn off this glow
I am not the sad girl

I'm in love with the world
and it loves me back
so much love my little heart explodes
projects
redirects

Prudence rings

I know what I have to give
and I repeat what I've said before
I am one of the lucky bastards
who realizes
love reflects in mirrors

and those mirrors are my friends
my sisters
my daughters

I might fall off
I might be bruised
but I saddle up
I know the highest highs
and I'm not afraid to FEEL

feel good
feel sad
feel everything

tonight I feel loved
maybe not from the sources I pour mine
love begets love

it can't be helped
I can't turn it off

it pours
it ooozes
from somewhere inside

and I love to give it

tonight I feel low
and tonight I feel happy
my melodrama plays out
and I know no matter what

I win.

end
of
story

So it begins...

purposely

thoughtfully

I am in a moment

actively

precisely

recording it in my mind:

today it was your face

brand new

as a child upon waking

it was mingled contours

it was indecipherable bodies

it was the morning sun

filtering through my blinds

warming my face

painting our world gold

this is one of the moments

I will choose to recall
when my grandchildren ask if I have had a happy life

this is the love that I have woven into myself
THIS, is where it begins....