You are an addict
and always will be
.
It’s in your genes,
your personality
.
You grow attached,
you can’t let go
it’s killing you,
but you need your fix
.
It’s toxic, but everything
that makes you feel alive,
has detrimental side effects.
You are a creature of extremes
and its become a normal way of living.
Rationalization is not a choice,
you'll drink the whole cabinet dry
until you're skin and bones.
So your life stretches aimlessly
and you want more than this,
but what you think helps
you survive
, ends up doing the opposite.
There is no freedom from the insanity that grips you...
